Living with 'big' body 2

How is your exercise today? Did you manage to kill your workout? If yes, you nailed it!!!

I remembered when I was in primary school, during PE session. Usually before we start, we'll run a round of the football field. And as always, I was the last person to reach the finishing line. ALWAYS. (I looks like a hippo on a field).

During 'merentas desa' (cross country) event, I will always the last person to reach the finishing line. One time, a teacher poked my butt to encourage me to run.....hahaha. But still, this fat bitch did not run. It's good sometimes to reflect what you did during your childhood. Good old days. (Damn I'm old now)

The only sport that I entered was 'lontar peluru' (shot put). I remembered there was only mixed category and I got 3rd place, beaten up by a girl.....hahahaha. She got 1st place though. (This fat bitch can't run, can't throw, only know to pleasure his appetite)

I'm so sorry, I've got no pictures to show....not just fat, i was so dumb about technology at that time.

At that moment of time, I do asked myself, why am I being fat? Why I was born to be fat? But, hey, I was a kid at that time and you know what kids do, they just ignore and do what they like....and I continue eating..lol

After I finished my primary school. I entered SMK Tengku Ampuan Rahimah. I lived in a hostel and my journey continue......

-stay tune-

Living with 'big' body

When I was 12 years old, my weight was 80 kg (I think the biggest among my batchmate).

For some people, being fat is a blessing (no offense), others might think being fat is something distressing. My thought was the second one.

For me it was soooooooooo distressing, especially when I wanted to find attire either clothes, pants, shoes and even stocking. I need to go to adult section even I was only 12 years old.

And sometimes, even in the adult section, I can't even find my size.....*sighhhhhhh*

I was so jealous looking at my friends. They all have 12 year old kid kind of look but me, I'm just a fat, ugly looking, middle-aged boy. (This all within my head)

"You'll remember what make you hurts, what make you happy"

Trust me, you'll lose all your confidence because you're insecure with your body. (For me)

My curricular activity is accountable. Rarely participate in extracurricular activities. When I wanna join some group of my friends, my mind always has thought that I'll be teased by my friends about my bodyweight.

Remember this,

Obesity could take away your happiness, makes you insecure and tear away your confident

But 

YOU CAN STAY BEING OBESE or LOSE ALL THOSE STUBBORN FREAKING FAT AND CLAIM YOUR CONFIDENT BACK

THE CHOICE IS ALL YOURS!!!!!

p/s: that was me with my late father (my father looks younger than me...lol)

-stay tuned-

Semua orang boleh kurus, persoalannya mahu atau tidak!!!

"Kau gemuk la, mcm gajah/ badak/ lembu...."

This statement either comes from the people around you or from your mind.

If you wanna lose weight, it's your choice. But everything comes with a price, and are you able to pay the price?!

Yes, everyone will say, 'it's impossible, I have tried before, what's the point of dieting/ living healthy lifestyle if we do not get the results'

There's a lot of possibilities behind all those statements.

You said it's mpossible, but have you try it before?!!!!!
You said you have tried before, but did you really put your max effort to get what you want?!!!!!!
You said you don't get the results, but you must know, results won't come in a seconds. It takes time and when the time comes, it's totally worth your effort.

"Hendak 1000 daya, tak nak 1000 dalih"

It's your choice, remember!!!!

Life is full of choice..............